Sometimes I worry ....that I won't get to where I need to be fast enough. That I won't be able to do "it".....whatever "it" is...."It" takes on many faces.....but you know what I mean......that I'll just never measure up......in the depths of my core I can be gentle with myself....you know.....when it's just my own voice coaching me, cheering me on........but when the the protective shell surrounding my life starts crackling and cracking and ripping and tearing and crumbling and "I got you on that plane....the right time to the right place. I will get your heart to the right place at the right time. I will protect your heart . Trust me."